i noe that sumtymes in life we should not put over very best in certain circumstances. but at this instance, i had accidentally gave too much for my workplace. i gave my heart and soul and it is just so not worth it. maybe i should just let it go. like really let it go. cz its not worth the worry and the screaming, and the name calling. but im just appalled by the fact that these ppl would go to such extend. if im a parent, i would be so pissed to noe the truth. and sumtymes, when u feel that we should hold on, we just cant.

ive learnt to let go. and i just wish its a little easier to be done.cz the moment i see the look on my kids, i just feel like i owe them a real education cz this is their stepping stone to life for Gods sake.why these ppl do not feel the guild just beats me to it. and i guess they have never place a tiny amount of time to rethink the possible and truthful reasons as to why the turnover rate is high. guess they didnt care anyway.i dont noe why is it soo hard to get a teacher but in any case, i noe of more ppl getting into this line. mcm mepek kan??

ahh, i would not noe wts going on anyway.so maybe i really should just shut up. rite wakk?? :P

and yes, its been bugging me biggg time but i have this feeling to have my own business. prolly a courier company or a delivery company. well, definitely alot of planning to do. but lets just take it slow though..

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